New Years Resolution #1

 

 

Hi!

03/01/14

 So recently I put a post up about the New Years Resolutions I have set myself this year and I instantly knew I was going to explain them because I couldn't help myself.  

'This year is the year that I am going to change myself and make myself a better person' I told myself exactly 1 year ago sitting on the same bed. Last year I decided to create a new me, to be that friend in school that every one loves and wants to hang out with and can tell their deadliest secrets too. I quickly gave up at this as I have zero patience and I decided to wait until this year (2015), it feels so weird to write 2015 doesn't it?

This year I have already shown myself that if I want to do something I can and will. That is to create a blog, a place where I can be true to myself and not have to appear a certain way.

All my life I have been dishonest with myself, I have always cared about what other people see me as and how they see me. This year I am going to branch out and do what I want to do. I am going to be the real Grace Winters* not the fake one who wears makeup to impress and only shaves their legs for other people.

I am in secondary school and all my school career I have been on the look out for the perfect group of friends. I then realised that I was never going to find those people. It took me a very long time but I now have a group of friends who are as crazy as me and for the first time in a really long time I feel as if I belong with them.

We send Instagram messages to each other at 1 in the morning saying 'I just went to the toilet' and then end up revealing our crushes and first kisses. These are the people who don't care what I wear or what I say and I love them for that.   

 I want you guys (who ever you might be) to not care about other peoples feelings towards you, this is going to be the year of change.

Don't feel as if you need to be someone else or some one your not, be yourself and if they don't like you for who you are then its their lose, not yours.

 LETS MAKE THIS YEAR COUNT!!!

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   Grace Winters

           xx